realization

I just realized I will never dance with my dad at my wedding. I know we had decided not to have dancing at our wedding, but it breaks my heart to think that someone could take away that moment from me... I am just so thankful he is alive and well to walk me down the isle..I never thought it would bother me, but its breaking my heart.

Talking to Myself...

What confuses me is the fact that if I tried to pressure someone into doing something bad for them, or illegal, they would jump on the band wagon. But when I ask them to come with me to church they are so hesitant and eventually refuse. I have been praying for help. I need God to show me how to help those I love so much. I want more than anything to know that when I get to heaven those I care so much about will be there.